it's because of you

swimming in this retrospection, i'm thinking about you.
about who you are, and who you've been.
about who you've made me become.
each of you, a different piece of the puzzle that is still puzzling me.

her for spirit
him for fearlessness
her for sexuality
him for hunger
her for brains
him for wisdom
her for comfort
him for desire

touched by all the ways you've touched me, i want that connection.
that reconnection.
i want to stop forgetting how you make me feel.
You, so much more than me.
this is not jealousy, but inspiration.
and if this is a love song, it's because of you.